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[08 Sep 2009|02:55am] |
So I've come to a conclusion god hates to see me happy! Joe showed me how he calls all his gfs not so much of a gf and cheats on them, I know cuz he cheated on his girl with me! Haa Joe was a two timeing whore oh well I had my excitement for a while!
I decided to get a few more tattoos one on my neck of a skull with wings and a red rose in his teeth
And I let Erick start my half sleeve I say at the shop Friday night 10 till 2am the Saturday 1 till midnight was having fun chillin and getting ink smoking a blunt with Erick as he tattooed me was pretty sweet
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[05 Sep 2009|04:29pm] |
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Sitting right now in break bank tattoos getting a free half sleeve
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[03 Aug 2009|03:50am] |
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really does it really have to be like that, place a lock code on your phone when you sleep. hes ODVIOUSLY hiding something. letting the good times roll. thats all im concerned about right now. live life to its fullest. never regret or live down a single moment. so when can i find a nice boy. someone introduce me to a few. please so i can drop this one.
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[28 Jul 2009|09:35pm] |
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I can't take anymore of this stress really I fucking can't Amanda portera will never be sane anyone know a Melissa pickup? Or anyone know how to find someone by name and phone number cuz oh I want to fuck this bitch up
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[27 Jul 2009|11:41pm] |
today i felt really good about myself.
woke up before noon for once in 2 weeks.
went out to walmart i needed an oil change and wipers bad.
and while i was waitin there i bought a new outfit
its cute and i feel cute in it.
but back to walmart... as i was waiting for my car,
some random guy started talking to me.
we were talkin bout cars and shit and life.
his name was josh and he was atleast older 20s early 30s
we both sat around bitching about walmart lol.
then i began discussing how my camaro lit on fire then that led into my life story and such..
but something about this guy just sort of made me take a different look on life.
when i began talking about the type of person i was, the type of trouble and drama ive delt with in my life he was like wait, so your atleast no younger then 22 right? and i was like ha no thats funny this might be a shock but no im only 18. and he looked at me and was like what?#@#$@! lol i get that too much but it feels good that i come off as a mature older woman. i hate feeling like a little teenager. thats why i cant wait till i turn 20.
he told me that im the type of person that people need to look up to because i told him how its been two months since ive been sober and stayed away from drugs and bad influences. he said theres not many ppl in the world who can get that deep into drama drugs and just badly influenced decicions then wake up one day and completly change their mind on how they look at life. he also stated that i am one of those ppl who should be on those comercials or talk shows who talk about their life changes from bad to good or good to bad. and i was like maybe but i dont think my life has changed all that much just yet. its still working its way up there for the better im still caught in a predicament cuz i have no job!
on the other hand i myself my mind and body is not doing so good. i went to the doc i had to get script for my migraines and back problems. i have insomnia and stress issues. i may need to get a mri to see if i have a tumor or a anurizum.sp?
eh lifes not so great.
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